The emotions inside me are building up & up, yet i do not know how to answer each and every one of them. I can't help but continue this path & not give up. In the past, i did wholeheartedly believe someone when he said that he would not give up on me and yet he did for his own benefit.
I am going to keep my head at eye-leveled and continue this path. I had two, i chose the one that this heart of mine pointed. I do not know the outcome. Even If i made the wrong choice, i can not go back and change but try to understand the situation - made a note and move on with a lesson learnt.
Even I, do not know what Love is. I am too young, too naive, too inexperienced to define "love". I say "Iloveyou" with my feelings involved, with the thoughts such as being worried for the other person, Miss the other person, the person is always on my mind etc. By the time i can properly define the word "love" i would be very old, very and extremely old & shall then, i may pass it on to younger generation my love story XD -- i am being serious!!
I know, If i put my heart into this - it will work! I am certain if i put my whole heart to it & never give up on tough times. This is all part of the life challenges that god/buddha gives me, every task i pass, he will allow me to open the new door, another path that will allow me to come closer "happiness", "self-respect", and eventually "love".
Besides not giving up on someone i am currently with and love. I do want to share this love to those who can not recieve it such as orphange, there is no such thing as "unconditional love" unless you love each and everyone in this world like that, it is impossible.
I wish this world would be a better place, I wish people would try to understand each other. I wish people would not suffer, suffering is too painful as a stranger looking from the outside, so it must be hard for someone who is suffering. I wish people do not take another person so lightly because opportunities are scarce, once its gone it is gone. We can not go back and change, we may regret and live in the past for a very long long time.
I learnt to cherish & be grateful who i am with, maybe another person may not be so good to me. I'm giving my best shot. I do appreciate his presence, his giggles & smiles. He looks adorable in everyway, even when he sounds grumpy at me -- my heart still lights up for him.
I love tuan hoang truong ( - phung ) -- XD my surname too!
I am going to keep my head at eye-leveled and continue this path. I had two, i chose the one that this heart of mine pointed. I do not know the outcome. Even If i made the wrong choice, i can not go back and change but try to understand the situation - made a note and move on with a lesson learnt.
Even I, do not know what Love is. I am too young, too naive, too inexperienced to define "love". I say "Iloveyou" with my feelings involved, with the thoughts such as being worried for the other person, Miss the other person, the person is always on my mind etc. By the time i can properly define the word "love" i would be very old, very and extremely old & shall then, i may pass it on to younger generation my love story XD -- i am being serious!!
I know, If i put my heart into this - it will work! I am certain if i put my whole heart to it & never give up on tough times. This is all part of the life challenges that god/buddha gives me, every task i pass, he will allow me to open the new door, another path that will allow me to come closer "happiness", "self-respect", and eventually "love".
Besides not giving up on someone i am currently with and love. I do want to share this love to those who can not recieve it such as orphange, there is no such thing as "unconditional love" unless you love each and everyone in this world like that, it is impossible.
I wish this world would be a better place, I wish people would try to understand each other. I wish people would not suffer, suffering is too painful as a stranger looking from the outside, so it must be hard for someone who is suffering. I wish people do not take another person so lightly because opportunities are scarce, once its gone it is gone. We can not go back and change, we may regret and live in the past for a very long long time.
I learnt to cherish & be grateful who i am with, maybe another person may not be so good to me. I'm giving my best shot. I do appreciate his presence, his giggles & smiles. He looks adorable in everyway, even when he sounds grumpy at me -- my heart still lights up for him.
I love tuan hoang truong ( - phung ) -- XD my surname too!
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