Dear Molly;

I do not know why I really wanted to blog this for you. I have never spoken to you before though I might have seen a Photograph of yourself. I honestly feel and know that you are one beautiful girl.

I hope you do stay in touch with Tuan, I do know he deeply cares & think about you. Please do reply to his text messages and Phone calls. I heard you are in a lot of pain, my girl -- You are a strong person! Im positive you have this inner strength inside you =] Do not say you don't want to live, life is precious.

As a stranger, I feel the pain and yet I do not know the pain. I do care about you. I know I am being nosy. I want to know:

how you are/ feeling/ any negative thoughts?
If your eating well.
Have you been to any checkups?

I have so many questions i would like to ask you but it would be stupid of me you might think i'm some fake arse, so i'm going to blog it here along with the rest of my emotions.

But at the end of day, I know tuan still do care a lot about miss molly.

Take care & Don't cry anymore.


love; Lyana Nguyen

Emotions & Emotions

The emotions inside me are building up & up, yet i do not know how to answer each and every one of them. I can't help but continue this path & not give up. In the past, i did wholeheartedly believe someone when he said that he would not give up on me and yet he did for his own benefit.

I am going to keep my head at eye-leveled and continue this path. I had two, i chose the one that this heart of mine pointed. I do not know the outcome. Even If i made the wrong choice, i can not go back and change but try to understand the situation - made a note and move on with a lesson learnt.

Even I, do not know what Love is. I am too young, too naive, too inexperienced to define "love". I say "Iloveyou" with my feelings involved, with the thoughts such as being worried for the other person, Miss the other person, the person is always on my mind etc. By the time i can properly define the word "love" i would be very old, very and extremely old & shall then, i may pass it on to younger generation my love story XD -- i am being serious!!

I know, If i put my heart into this - it will work! I am certain if i put my whole heart to it & never give up on tough times. This is all part of the life challenges that god/buddha gives me, every task i pass, he will allow me to open the new door, another path that will allow me to come closer "happiness", "self-respect", and eventually "love".

Besides not giving up on someone i am currently with and love. I do want to share this love to those who can not recieve it such as orphange, there is no such thing as "unconditional love" unless you love each and everyone in this world like that, it is impossible.

I wish this world would be a better place, I wish people would try to understand each other. I wish people would not suffer, suffering is too painful as a stranger looking from the outside, so it must be hard for someone who is suffering. I wish people do not take another person so lightly because opportunities are scarce, once its gone it is gone. We can not go back and change, we may regret and live in the past for a very long long time.

I learnt to cherish & be grateful who i am with, maybe another person may not be so good to me. I'm giving my best shot. I do appreciate his presence, his giggles & smiles. He looks adorable in everyway, even when he sounds grumpy at me -- my heart still lights up for him.

I love tuan hoang truong ( - phung ) -- XD my surname too!

German!! <33

Lyana: Guten Tag, Herr Tuan!

Tuan : Guten Tag, Frau Lyana! Freut mich!

Wie gehts es Ihnen?

Lyana : Ser gut, danke. Und wie gehts es Ihnen, Herr Tuan?

Tuan : Danke, mir geht es gut.

Ohne dich kann ich nicht leben.
Lyana : Ja. Ich liebe dich.


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"Dass Liebe, die aus Trümmern auferstand,

Reicher als einst an Größe ist und Kraft!"

(And ruin'd love, when it is built anew,

Grows fairer than at first, more strong, far greater) . - Shakespeare


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Darling, I have a Geman Poem I want to dedicate to you. ( dont worry it's translated!)


Nähe des Geliebten Nearness of the beloved one.

Ich denke dein, wenn mir der Sonne schimmer	I think of you, when I see the sun's shimmer
Vom Meere strahlt;	Gleaming from the sea.
Ich denke dein, wenn sich des Mondes Flimmer	I think of you, when the moon's glimmer
In Quellen malt.	Is reflected in the springs.

Ich sehe dich, wenn auf dem fernen Wege	I see you, when on the distant road
Der Staub sich hebt,	The dust rises,
In tiefer Nacht, wenn auf dem schmalen Stege	In deep night, when on the narrow bridge
Der Wandrer bebt.	The traveler trembles.
Ich höre dich, wenn dort mit dumpfem Rauschen	I hear you, when with a dull roar
Die Welle steigt.	The wave surges.
Im stillen Haine geh' ich oft zu lauschen,	In the quiet grove I often go to listen
Wenn alles schweigt.	When all is silent.

Ich bin bei dir, du seist auch noch so ferne,	I am with you, however far away you may be,
Du bist mir nah!	You are next to me!
Die Sonne sinkt, bald leuchten mir die Sterne.	The sun is setting, soon the stars will shine upon me.
O wärst du da!	If only you were here!

written by: Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

The notes from the universe

-- THE PERFECTION

Of your every "issue" is beyond your comprehension. Don't be fooled. You've made no mistakes. The territory behind you and the challenges at hand were precisely crafted to deliver the wisdom and insights that will make possible the life of your dreams.

get through what you must get through today, understand what troubles you, do what you can, and all the rest will be made easy?

so little can yield so much. A new perspective, an admission, a surrender to truth - however painful - changed everything.



-- WHEN IT COMES TO OTHERS,
rather than wishing they were somehow different, it's better to give thanks that they werent, they wouldnt even be in your life right now.

-- EVER STOP TO REALISE
that its impossible to feel the true unconditional love for any single person, until you can feel it for every single person? After all, what differentiates them, except conditions? Of course, it doesnt hurt to try, YES, even the clods.

-- DO YOU KNOW WHAT
you've been doing your entire life?

No, besides getting better

No, besides getting wiser

Noooo, besides getting older

My, your talkative today.

You've been touching, teaching and healing friends and total strangers every step of the way.

Lay on thy hands. The universe.

And everywhere you went the flower gently swayed


--- THE EVOLUTION OF A DREAM

Dream is implanted into brain

Dreamer becomes thrilled

Dreamer becomes terrified.

If no actions is taken, terrifying thoughts grow into flesh-eating monsters. Dream is considered unrealistic. If action is taken, terrifying thoughts are revealed to be paper tigers. Confidence soars, Miracles unfold, and dreamer begins to saunter.

Either way, nothing remains the same.

ACT! The difference it will make in your life is more than can be comprehended. But, of course, this is also true of inaction.

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Nguoi do lam em qua se me,
Nguoi do lam em gian, em khong biet lam gi. Em chi khoc duoc thoi .
Mot nguoi tranh cai suot ngay, nguoi kia noi cau chuyen day khong con hieu lam.


nguoi em yeu la Tuan hoang truong.