Bad Bad person

At the moment, Lyana thinks she is the most horrible person there is ....!!

I did not want to be honest with that person, scared of hurting his feelings if i told him i dont like him so i told that person i will be gone for four whole months and i will lose contacts with that person & that person still hasnt gave up & sends me emails everyday saying he misses me &loves me dearly. I feel so bad.


What have i done ?! Arghhh im sorrry, i didnt mean to.......... arghhhh......!!! :[

Lyana Still loves him dearly.

Em vang con yeu anh, Anh tuan co biet khong? Ngay dem, em nho anh -- em se khung luon.

Em chia tay, I really dont want us to end this way. After all you and I are husband & wife.

I still think of you Love you so much. But thinking how you treated me poorly, i can not accept that kind of behaviour. I also have self-respect.

I gave you my heart & all, never once did anything wrong.

It is hard to walk away, somehow i will manage it .

But at the end of the day, Em yeu anh tuan truong

Ten commandments of appropate communication

1. Honour thy self and thy phone bill

2. If he doth not e-mail, thou shalt wait !

3. Thou shalt turneth off the phone from midnight unto six o'clock i'th' Morning.

4. Thou shalt not make wrongful use of thy precious vocal cords, honour the sounds of silence

5. Show steadfast faith in the Aphorism ' no news is good news ' and desist from panicking if thou hast not heard from him for forty hours, even though it may feel as it thou hast been banished for forty days and night

6. Thou shalt not worship false gods, this includes kneeling in front of thy telephone praying for it to ring

7. Thou shalt not become a bunny boiler, nor shalt thou send him more than four text messages a day.

8. Thou shalt solemnly promise thyself that thou will not e-mail thy boyfriend every time a new thought pops into thy head.

9. Thou shalt not imbibe of thy neighbours wine unto the practice of sending thy man five text messages in a row

10. Thou shalt not kill romance by being a contol freak.

Michael W.Smith - Lord I give you my heart

This is my desire
To honor You
Lord with all my heart
I worship You
All I have within me
I give You praise
All that I adore is in You

Lord, I give You my heart
I give You my soul
I live for You alone
Every Breath I take
Every moment I'm awake
Lord, have Your way in me

*Cough Cough

Lyana's Sick !! =(

Lately I've been Coughing & Coughing, Sneezing and Sneezing =/
However at the same time I am filled with happiness because of my Ong Xa <33>
Tuan Hoang Truong. Getting back with me makes me feel complete & He told me
he is ready to meet & Speak to my Mother = ) it brings me Joy !!

I Love him & On the 15 th Of April, it has been 2 months since ive been with him.
= O ... I'm soO excited to see in within the next Year or so = ]

At the moment I need to Obtain:

* Driver's Learner License

* A Job (I had a phone call today from DR. Thu Ba Offering a Job as a Dentist
Optometrist's Assistant )

* Im Getting into the habit of morning Jobs again - Getting fit, Hit the GYM

* I'm learning how to cook !! =]

* Between June & July -- Im taking up Golf & German =] hehehe ..!!



His mother - Mommy <33
My mother - Mummy <33

Im soO madly In love with My husband, I hope the best for him&I ... Our
Individual families -- His & Mine ... <33

At the end of the day, i hope the world is a better Place

Back Together <33

Guten Abend!

Goodevening bloggy, well actually its early morning - (Past 12.30am)!
i would like to tell you, im back with my husband, yay! NO MORE DIVORCE = )

I'm so glad we're back together only this time -- it's a little more mature because
him and I both have our own problems in life and we need to solve it our own ways. I'm
sooOo glad i have him <33


I miss you so much lately, hehehe = ( LOL !

I will be with him through every step of the way, I'm not going to leave him behind and
walk away, nah uh! As a baxa, it is a wife's duty to be there with her husband whenever
he is at his lowest point in life.Symbolically, im going to hold his hand every step of
the way. = ) I'm not going to leave him for silly various reasons.


He is what i want, he is someone i need .. Ong xa get better for em alrighty =]
baxa thuong anh nhieu lam. Phai take care of yourself, em isnt there yet but when i will be
there i will take care of you completely <33>

I cant say we're going to have the smoothest relationship, its going to be a hella bumpy
RIDE, Hold on tight darling. I'm with you all the way!

I'm not going to think of the future because its soOoo extremely FAR AWAY! I'm Now going
to Think Of the present =] ............. At the point in time, everysingle day, Texting,
Yahoo IM, Phone conversation is Important . . . <33>

Honey, ILoveYou!

I'm getting sleepy, i need to go to the restroom, are you coming honey?! LOL = ]

Somehow Noone Can be compared to you, trust me... i met heaps of people ~ both online & Life like-wise ..
but nah uh ~ my ongxa's above all -- maybe its because ive gotten soO comfortable and use to you...!

Well em di ngu -- eat breakfast .. I<33 truong ="]">

* Muahz *

* Waves *

Love, Baxa Lyana Nguyen.

Today's Blog!

Okay, maybe the last blog was also about him. But, GUESS what? he's my Husband, of course he needs to be involved in my daily activities!! =D


hmMm, not much to say about today!! Thinking of doing a nursing course, sounds good eh?
I do want to look after people, maybe it will help me with me temper =].

Today, he made me so happy, did you know that bloggylicious ahahahaah .. thats your new name, my Blog friend!!! =D until i come up with something more unique ahaahahah!
i felt so loved and he gave me attention today, honestly speaking i was planning to give up on him slowly but he managed to draw it back! ... ii..... cant ....leave ....him! *sigh*... is this life that i gotta live with? .... stuck with him?! JUST KIDDIN...

I waanna be STUCK with him thats for sure?... sO hows the wedding -plannning going, a friend asked? ahahahaha ... the guy actually fell for it.. what wedding? maybe when im dreaming i'll have an exotic crazy indian weeddding of my dreams, filled with dancing, colours, music, decoration as in body decoration!! im soO craazy with culturres.

But honestly speaking, all i want is a small wedding in turtle island or something -- all i need is families and heaps of children, filled with laughter thus creating a special moment with me! -- (im dreaming again, arent i? ) im still awake, maybe this is a new evolution of dreaming... we might never know whats going on..!

Sound too crazy just there! Ahahahaha! -- oh man i just choked on my hot chocolate arghhhh!! crap! d=

One more issue, this evening. I ask Mother to Look at my husband's photo "mother, do you think this man is handsome?' she said "yes"...
LOL

she then asked "where's he from?"

I said .. "i dont know" LOL

"America right? i know you too weell" AHAHAHAHAHA .. she does...aahahaha
then asked "can i talk to him?" oh man, that made me laugh like a ba dien!! i thought it was so HILARIOUS, wait until i tell my husband about this!! .. let's see how he reacts !!! Im loOking forward to it. O.O AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH

nowadays i have that manly laughter, hmMm "AHAHAHAHAHA" oh wells.!!! d=

MAYBE I AM CRAZY, i can blog this much, it feels like im talking to myself..AHAHAHAHAHa

oh dear -- should i head to the mental's institution? hmM.. i wonder ahahaha.. NAH UH i'm not crazy, you blooody cow.. who's a cow?

WAIT....
hOld on a sec.....
I am the "BLOODY COW"!!

better jet soon ...

Love, Lyana!! <33 Tuan

Late Blog for yesterday 01.04.09

Oh My goodness! It's The first of April..! Im so happy, Im feeling closer to him XD

Anyways, this blog won't be so much ab0ut him so i shouldn't worry when i read this again, like anyone reads this boring blog. AHAHA (i do!! =/ .. )

Caught up with my girlfriend and i also met this awesome girl name Maria/Phu, we were at this Laos/ Thai restaurant for almost two hours, cracking up about this and that ahahaha. So loud. =D hMm... what did we talk about? hmMm.. now i cant remember, i should've blogged yesterday!! ahahaha...

Did a little shopping, well as you can see im not entirely interested in those but still, i looked around - i feel better shopping at my own pace!! =] we also met up for coffee with Mark -- oh man.. that guy, hes TOO sweet !! arghhh... it creeeps me when he calls me "em"... "em nho anh ko" ... i was like.. "uhmm... NoOOo.." .... too scary !! however its a nice bloke!!

We were at a coffee place, and they all took photographs of each other AHAHAHA... once again we were hella LOUD!! oh dear! o.O maria keeps saying whilst pointing "mickey come here, mickey this, mickey that" which makes him sound like a puppy dog.. AHAHAHA ... sucks, i know!! Hmmm.. i wouldnt wanna be called like that.. NAH UH, thats for sure!! =D

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Anyways, My lover & I .. hMmm.. we were cussing at each other as well -- he thought i was joking but i was being hella serious... i dont think he even got the point ..AHAHAHAHA
when i used my em kenny's username on VT ... telling him that i was being SERIOUS!! LOL... but dear god, i hope him and i wont ever break up. I dearly am madly truthfully in love with him, please let him be the one for me. i dont want another heartache! o.O Amen!

An addition to that, my father read the conversation too, ahahahaha so hilarious -- he didnt say anything =/ whats he thinking? hmMm.. not too sure... something bad i guess!!!

HONEY, you made a bad impression to your father-in-law .. ahahaha .. gOshie!! Em thuong anh!!