i have emancipated

Pathways in life, we do not know which one to chose for all are unpredictable.
yet choices we make affects us deeply and differently. Some may turn into
a terrible experience that we as human beings might regret. Remember experiences
is lessons in life we all will eventually learn, so never look back and regret for what you did not achieve but rather appreciate and move on to become a better person.

We all can not turn back on the things we did wrong nor want to achieve. Experiences provide us a bigger picture on what we want in life and do not want in life. Through these, every individual is entirely different. we may say "we so similar" and yet "we so different".

Every hope and dreams clinging on me me, steadily peeling off. was it the experiences that cause me to become like this? I no longer dream of a shelter filled with laughter and children all around like i once did. Nor a husband to guide me through life, be with me at all times. Slowly i seem to realise every thing that once so important to me, a determine to achieve it at all cost, is becoming the once complete puzzle however now, these puzzles are missing, disappeared. I no longer care.
I no longer care about the future i want to have, the future i desired. i only longer for those in need to remain smiling & strong. i now long to share their pains in order to heal mine. stitching cannot completely cure this heart. i once believed the person who now i constantly shed tears that that person will not hurt me. orphanage is something that i want to be apart with, their guider & put heart to them, give them all the emotions and feeling that i can not achieve " love".